Sunday, April 19, 2009
♥♥♥ LIFE
Here I Go
U might see me happy wen im out
Its because i need to loosen myself..
I might seem happy but, everday wen i get home, i go in my room n keep myself bz wif my lappy n reading books..
Out wif frens r e times tat i can 4get my worries...
As soon as i step into my crib, Nag nag nag...
Cant stand it anymore!
So i try to go bck early even if my curfew is midnite..
Make fun of me cos i get home early but trust me i hate my life in tis house
I barely hav no1 to talk to..
In e cover my family looks normal but its jus empty..
Every silent day at home makes my heart bleed, somtimes its jus so tiring to tink abt it everyday n cry abt it..
$$ is such an issue i dont tink i hav enuf money 4 my MRT fare to work..
Its jus y i cant b happy everyday? lookin 4ward to come home?
No, She wil start nagging at me, then to Him, n nxt ting u noe, e whole block can hear us!
Somtimes i feel so embarrased lookin at my neighbour...
Everyday witout fail SOMBODY HAS TO SHOUT!
In order to avoid tis, jus lock myself in my room..
But yes! belive me, som1 will kick e door n ol i did is crying..
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i jus need shoulder to cry on non-stop
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She
He
I
i jus want peace jus really tired..
sori if dont understand my post.. jus cant find e right words...
Sunday, April 19, 2009